wants me to update my blog,
is studying accounting beside me,
is asking me to donate money to breast cancer foundation now,
went to give some summer love tea to her mom,
doesnt like last years yearbook,
is concentrating hard on math,
wants me to put this post in the middle.

This past week has been... bi-polar :) Guess it's just the effect of holidays. As usual, I've been playing basketball for 2 hours, gym another 2 hours and track training for an hour most days. This is because I HAVE NOTHING TO DO :) Absolutely amazing how just 2 weeks ago I was spending nearly all my waking time in the library. Life's goooooooooood!

However, what goes up must come down. There have been major disappointments and upsets that have made me VERY unstable of late. I am being too sensitive towards some things I guess. The frustration inside of me has been boiling and I have been letting it out on the track. My legs are so sore from the countless laps I ran to forget about you, you, and you.

It's time to say goodbye. There are definitely things that I will miss but I need to get my life back on track again. Most of all, I will miss you (yes you know who you are) (:

I'm so glad im going back to HOME in 3 days. It's been 6 months already. Wondering how all of you back home are. SPM is nearly over. Time to have sleepless nights again :)

I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you

Bye

ITS THE HOLIDAYS! hohoho.

What I've been doing these days.
Basketball in the morning, gym straight after, nap time, jogging in the evening. Like I said. Lifes GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! :D

I shall be going back to KL soon :) I miss yallz so much.
Plan for day 1. Go to Kyean's after touchdown, sleep, go to school, head to sunway. Argh. I'll be taking an all nighter flight. 12 - 8am. Time to bring out the Red Bull.

I haven't felt this free since PMR ended :) I LOVE LIFE :):) But I miss you :(
Although there's this issue currently, I can't be bothered cuz life is goooooooooooooood. :):):) hopefully it will sort itself out.
AND
I met this chick............ teehee.

Anyways. See YOU real soon k?
Ciaoz

Exams are over.

For the first time in forever, I played basketball again today.
The leather never smelled so good.
So totally out of shape wtf!
Totally wiped out from 5 hours of basketball.
Gonna be in hibernation for as long as possible.
Schedule: breakfast, sleep, lunch, sleep, dinner, sleep, repeat.

Look familiar? :)
Good night.

There's been surprisingly a lot going on here these past few weeks. Drama drama and of course, sex :D

I've been watching quite a few videos of helpless people being bullied by cowards who need about a million people to back them up. Watching all these, I can't help but to feel really fired up inside. There has been stuff like this going on to my friends. I hate people who think they are superior to everybody else.
To whomever who is or has been picked on,
Fight back! I know it sounds like an impulse of mine but the only way to stop this is to show them who (the fuck) they're dealing with. Ignore it once and you're bound to ignore it again and again and again. This is not the way to deal with cowards.

Exams are in 2 weeks, exactly the same date with the SPM. So in a weird way, I get to be a bit closer to you. It's enough for me :) I can't wait to get back and party it up like always :D get all the sleep you can Jon and company, you won't get any once I'm back :D

It's been a weird week. I need to go to the corner and think. Something has changed.
To those who are troubled, there is always someone out there in a worse situation than you.

To Drea: Stay strong babe. Don't lose hope, he will come back :) ily
To someone: I wish I could say I love you.
To someone else: I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose, but sooner or later, I gotta choose.

gahahah :)

Bye

These are the people I can't live without.
Without them I wouldn't have the strength to continue in this life.


Say hello to Ms. Kyeanies.
I really miss her and she means a lot to me.
I don't really know how to say this but... STOP STEALING MY BFs! HAHA
I've known her since we first met each other in Form1.
I was so "unfortunate" to sit next to her throughout the year.
She was so mean and always bullied me :)
As the years passed, I became more fond of her, although nothing really changed (she is still bullying me all the way here in Aus)
On a more serious note, she is a great friend even when I'm in a bad mood.
Throughout the time I've known her, I've done a lot of shit which she put up with although she didn't have to.

The 1st day I took off my braces :)
Shaddap I know I look weird here.
Her white teeth puts mine to shame wtf:(Boys boys boys. Interested? Desperate girl looking for bf :)
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teehee

Don't keel me darling.
I really do lap you :)



Carmen "Long Noodle"(Cheong Min)

A small girl trying to be a grown up. EPIC FAIL HAHA
The blurrest most bimbotic person I have ever known.(Puts Paris Hilton to shame)
But even with her 'awesome' personality, she always knows the right things to say and knows what I'm thinking FML. Get out of my head! :( haha
She understands me even more than my mom. I don't know if thats a good thing.
Anyways. Despite everything, I really treasure her and miss her.
One in a billion personality :)Old times :)

Nice guys finish last.
If you think about it, this statement is very true.
Been thinking about so much stuff these few days although I know I shouldn't.

On the bright side, I spent 2 hours at the library yesterday, came back, studied another 2 hours till 12, went to bed, woke up at duno what time and studied till 7.
Had 2 tests today. I think I did alright considering the lack of sleep :)
Not really a "bright side" is it? :(
Whatever.

I miss my home.
I miss the bed which I slept on for 5 years.
I miss the room which I'd hide in whenever I needed to.
I miss you, whomever you are who is reading this.

Looking up and knowing that we are all under the same sky gives me hope for the future.

So tired. Now off to bed